I'm fucking dissatisfied with my current life. I wanna be in Sydney and i wanna be with koma. Because now i feel that it's becoming more and more difficult to keep in touch with other guys and even with koma. That everybody has his own life with good moments and memories and that you immerse in the routine and cant think dont wanna make effords t o comunicate with others. When u dont meet a person daily or even ever week, u have so many informatoin to tell each other that u r becoming fether to each other. now i feel that i need to meet koma, to talk with him personnaly, to hug him. But i cant and it makes me feel annoyed! will he call me on friday? and i really want to live a life together not like share the emotions, i want to share moments with him and guys. why cant i just catch a bus to meet them all! i miss them! a i feel that my english is gonna be much worse, cause i dont speak at all. and i'm afraid of not being able to speak english with koma well! crying!! i wanna speak english with anyone!
You are upset? =(
You are super XD
Miss Sudney and guys... X))